Little Things

It is so easy in this hectic day and age to forget just how lucky we are. I have a wonderful home. Two great daughters, an adoring husband, and a family that although odd is the best a woman could ask for. Each of us brings somethign special to the unit to make it a whole.

The surprising thing is that we all begin to take it for granted. We forget sometimes that it is the little things that make up our day. Oddly enough tonite it took a chick flick to make me see how far from my happiness I had strayed.

Not that I left my home at least not physically but I was putting emotional distance between me and my family. It took sitting curled up with my baby and having my husband and oldest daughter there to make me realize once again jost how blessed I am. We are all relatively healthy. We are doing well and we just have to remember to take it day by day.

Yesterday morning I woke in the middle of the night with the odd desire to put on a ring I hadn't worn in months. I know that it sounds odd but I think it is the beginning of the changes. Something very big is going to happen in my life over the next weeks and I need to have the spirit of the person attached to this ring near me for that change.

Yea that sounds nuts. But then again coming from me how is that a surprise. Nuts seems to be my middle name. But at least I am finally whole happy and well. For a long time that wasnt the case.

THank you creator for the wonderful gifts you have given me. Thank you for the love in my life, and for beinging that peice of me that had been lost back. I look at my home, my husband, and my children and I cannot thank Creator enough for where he has put me on my path. For all the troubles and challanges we face it is all worth it be in this place.

Yukoke

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Cant Sleep

Well here I sit. A million things going through my head. Sooo I decided to start a blog and dump everything out and see what developes.

Im worried, yea I know that is a well duh but hey. I am worried about Jessice. My best friend of oh heck some 15 years or so now. She was in an accident a couple weeks ago and is in pretty bad pain. Thankfully she will be alright but I have to try and help her out as much as I can while she recovers.

I am also worried about Rabid. Hes so stubborn. And I know hthere is something inside him that is going to make him sick He needs to get away from the office. we need to get uncle rabid up and rolling so he can work at his own pace more. The stress is killing him and it scares me to death that it is going to give him a heart attack. I really dont know what I would do if i lost him. He is so much a part of me that it would be like I had died too. Not to mention I really dont want to go back to the Ice Princess. Shes dead and gone and I would like to keep her that way.

Well I guess that is enough blathering to get this thing off the ground. I will write more as I need to dump.

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